I woke up the next morning 3ala the sound of fajer it7en foug rasee
"yasmeen, yasmeen yallah goumay YASMEEN" she repeated over and over. bathba7ha
"way, 7ana 7ana eefff! muz3ija" I said as I wrapped my cover around me tighter to avoid sunlight.
"ba3ad shasawee? i'm leaving tomorrow night. I want as much time as possible with you" Jouri said
"ta3alay hug me, I love you so much jour" I said
"7abtch el 3afya" She came and hugged me tight
"yallah my phone" I said and I pointed at it ushering her to get it.
"kalbaa" she said and tossed my phone at me.
I checked wela 3endy 3 bbm's
Farah: ta3alay bnaider
Yasmeen: your chalet?
Farah: yeah, fee hot guys
Yasmeen: i'll be there b3d shway + stop bribing me bayeeb my cousin ok?
Farah:LOOOOL, 7ayaha
Sula:5an nadres study group
Yasmeen: fa'9ya, ana mu bil deera
Sula: I know, I gave up on studying. barou7 7ag farah yaya?
Yasmeen: yep ma3a jouri
Sula: shakhbaree, can't wait!!:D
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
Deema: call me.
Yasmeen: makhale9 min il 7ana ana
Deema calling..
"9aba7 il nour" Deema said, abe a3aref it's 11 a.m
"khair?" I said obviously malee khulg
"bityeen chalet farah?" Deema asked
"tadreen iny bayee, Deema" I said
"salmay 3alaiha" fajer said
"Jouri itsalem 3alaich" I said to Deema
"jouri!! speaker" Deema said
"dayoumi!, I miss you!" Jouri yelled
They have the same personality, inarfizoun.
"babadel akhaleekom itsolfoun" I said
I took a shower and changed, I took about almost an hour and they were still on the phone.
"yallah bye deema" I closed the phone ma9arat conversation, ma9ikhouha.
Me and Fajer went downstairs and I told her she was coming with me.
I sat between Baba and 3amee omar, fajer's dad
"baba, 3amee omar" I said and they both turned their attention to me.
"3adee ana o fajour inrou7 bnaider, chalet our friend, farah?" I asked
"3adee bes maku a7ad ewadeekum, kil il sowaag bil deera. 3ad towa abdullah raye7" 3amee omar said
"ana awadeehum, al7een raye7" Bader came into the room and said, saved. I smiled at him and he smiled back, faja'a esta7ait my cheeks turned red, shfeeny? usually ma asti7y mina. Technically he's 17 so he doesn't drive bes his family let's him because ya3nee he looks older o chithee o e7na bil chalet.
"Yasmeen lazem tadriseen" Baba said
"one hour" I said trying to bargin.
"okay" He said. wow. If I knew he would agree this fast I would've said 1/2 an hour. okay
"khalay Bader o Fajer idarsounch" 3amity galat
allah yaster. La bil 9ag6a but yallah. They both gave me an evil smile.
"yallah goumow bes latig3idoun titfalsifoun foug rasee" I said to them
"okay" Bader said and chuckled
"e7a9lch" Fajer said, I just ignored her.
Farah bbm'ed me
Farah: yallah ma 9arat one hour
Yasmeen: one more stu-dying, dying, dying:(
Farah: yallah ma3alaih, love you:*
Yasmeen: me too fofo xx
Farah: DIRSAAYY!
Yasmeen: okay, okay xoxo
We all went to the glass covered room, they tried to teach me but they ended up fighting and with that the hour was over.
"khali9at il sa3a" I said annoyed
"ma darasty shay" Bader said
"ee madree min mnu" I said to myself but they heard me.
we made our way to 3ame omar's car, Mercedes 1952, Le Mans Triumph, I'm not really a car person but I love this one. it's a beauty! I called my dad and told him I was going. Bader unlocked the car, it's too small to be called a car. I sat in the front maku majaal ag3ad wara.
Jouri's never been in the car before fa il 9aida ig3idat "wara" I Think it's a two seat car wel bajee extra space bes Bader igoul it's a four seat car bes there's barely three. Throughout the entire ride we chatted then I pretended to sleep but I was caught up with my thoughts.
What if Bader really loved me? I knew it was unlikely but I couldn't help but think . Anyway, thank god that Bader never broached the subject of love. Maybe his feeling towards me were no different from the customary affection between friends or between brothers and sisters. Perhaps my years in this society had so perverted my judgement in these matters that when a man was being nice and kind to me I mis-read it as love. I felt regarded me as a pampered younger sister whom he tried to make happy- the way he tried to make everyone happy. And yet again Bader cut off my train of thoughts.
"yasmeen?" Bader said, oh how I love hearing my name coming out of his mouth.
"hala?" I said
"cham raqam il chalet?" He asked
"kaa I can see it chalet al- x" I said
"Deeray balch ha? ehny killa 9bayan 3ala il beach side o etha a7ad ta7arash feech call me" He said, shda3wa overprotective much?
"okay bye bader" I said and didn't realize how squeaky my voice was. Fashla but then I smiled like nothing happened.
"ma3a il salamah" He said
Me and Jouri left the car and walked towards the chalet
"bye bader" Jour said trying to mimic my voice
"chub" I said, I looked wela Deema and Farah were coming. Bader was still waiting for us to get in. cute:D
"Jouri" Deema said and gave fajer a hug and ran inside.
"mnu hal 7lu ile emwa9lch?" Farah said and I looked back at him, He flashed me a million-dollar smile and drove away. Too hot.
"haw bader, shfeech?" I said
"He looks different, akeed athar il sayara. naar" She said
"il sayara nar wela uhwa?" I asked
"both" She said, LOL typical.
The day went by pretty fast we were eating all day, tanning and gossiping and just regular things. I met Farah's family they were nice.
Bader came to pick me up when it was 10-ish. Fajer didn't come because she was going to the deera with Sula and Deema. Bader came he asked me about my day and I asked him about his and we talked. Wi9alna il chalet wela maku a7ad.
"wainhum?" I asked
"kilman ra7 bitirji3een ma3ay" He said, what the hell? wain ga3deen?
okay this is going to be an awkward ride.
I've been in a car with him but not completely alone(except for drives between bnaider and jlai3a) and not laman il deera.
I think I'm overreacting and this is okay etha ahaly ra'9yeen and I'm surprised my dad agreed to this, He's usually old-fashioned and overprotective. I packed my things and went outside.
He had his back against the window of the car typing something on his phone, as I got closer I could smell his Abercrombie and Fitch cologne and It killed me, once he saw me coming he came and carried my bag and put it in the back. I felt my phone vibrate wela it was Farah asking about some fashion crises she has.
"mintay dasha?" He asked while he was holding the door for me.
"mashkour" I said as I got in. That's a first. First time for everything huh?
At first it was a bit awkward but then it was completely normal but then he started telling jokes and he was insanely funny. The most attractive thing about a guy is his sense of humor.
"yasmeen khansawy a confession session, to clear the air''He said eagerly I didn't like the sound of that but against my better judgement I nodded. "intay awal" He said
"well you know all about me so here it goes.. marat I feel like i'm a bad person. a7es my existence e'9ayed wayed nas, a7es ma fee fayda bil 7ayat and sometimes a7es ma7ad beyet'athar if I died o sta'3farallah bes ma a9aly kil il 9alawat and at night sometimes I start crying for no reason. A7es there's something wrong with me bes madree shnu. Bader I get really depressed I know I really don't show it from the outside but that's how I feel and everything i do in life has to go wrong. I don't remember the last time I was really happy for an entire day or the last time I laughed so much until cried" I said crying, I felt so weak
"bes khala9 yasmeen ma asta7mel ashouf hal wayh il 7lu yabchee" He said
"a9lan why do you care?" I asked really confused
"you know why I care? I care because you are the strongest woman I know and the most independent. La'ana bil mostashfa intay shifteny laman enzilat dam3a min 3ainy laman towafa yadee abdullah o adree intow closer o ma chift 7atan 3ainich it'3orig la'ana adree intay ma tabcheen jidam ay a7ad and because I know when everything falls apart you'll be stronger than ever." He said as he wiped my tears with his finger. It's the first time he's ever touched me this way. It feels different. That really made my day.
"we're so deep" He said
LOOOOL, He really know how to make my day I smiled aside from what just happened. "yallah dourik about your past" I said, this should be good.
"okay. I used to like this girl actually I loved her so much ledarajat ina if she'd ask me to jump off a cliff i'd do it bedoun as'ela ba3dain giltlaha iny a7ebha o kina ma3a ba3ath for 1-2 years o ba3dain uboha got a job ib London o she left without saying goodbye o ma7abait a7ad min 3igubha laman al7een. A7ibich yasmeen" He said
I was speechless..
"yasmeen?" Bader said, oh how I love hearing my name coming out of his mouth.
"hala?" I said
"cham raqam il chalet?" He asked
"kaa I can see it chalet al- x" I said
"Deeray balch ha? ehny killa 9bayan 3ala il beach side o etha a7ad ta7arash feech call me" He said, shda3wa overprotective much?
"okay bye bader" I said and didn't realize how squeaky my voice was. Fashla but then I smiled like nothing happened.
"ma3a il salamah" He said
Me and Jouri left the car and walked towards the chalet
"bye bader" Jour said trying to mimic my voice
"chub" I said, I looked wela Deema and Farah were coming. Bader was still waiting for us to get in. cute:D
"Jouri" Deema said and gave fajer a hug and ran inside.
"mnu hal 7lu ile emwa9lch?" Farah said and I looked back at him, He flashed me a million-dollar smile and drove away. Too hot.
"haw bader, shfeech?" I said
"He looks different, akeed athar il sayara. naar" She said
"il sayara nar wela uhwa?" I asked
"both" She said, LOL typical.
The day went by pretty fast we were eating all day, tanning and gossiping and just regular things. I met Farah's family they were nice.
Bader came to pick me up when it was 10-ish. Fajer didn't come because she was going to the deera with Sula and Deema. Bader came he asked me about my day and I asked him about his and we talked. Wi9alna il chalet wela maku a7ad.
"wainhum?" I asked
"kilman ra7 bitirji3een ma3ay" He said, what the hell? wain ga3deen?
okay this is going to be an awkward ride.
I've been in a car with him but not completely alone(except for drives between bnaider and jlai3a) and not laman il deera.
I think I'm overreacting and this is okay etha ahaly ra'9yeen and I'm surprised my dad agreed to this, He's usually old-fashioned and overprotective. I packed my things and went outside.
He had his back against the window of the car typing something on his phone, as I got closer I could smell his Abercrombie and Fitch cologne and It killed me, once he saw me coming he came and carried my bag and put it in the back. I felt my phone vibrate wela it was Farah asking about some fashion crises she has.
"mintay dasha?" He asked while he was holding the door for me.
"mashkour" I said as I got in. That's a first. First time for everything huh?
At first it was a bit awkward but then it was completely normal but then he started telling jokes and he was insanely funny. The most attractive thing about a guy is his sense of humor.
"yasmeen khansawy a confession session, to clear the air''He said eagerly I didn't like the sound of that but against my better judgement I nodded. "intay awal" He said
"well you know all about me so here it goes.. marat I feel like i'm a bad person. a7es my existence e'9ayed wayed nas, a7es ma fee fayda bil 7ayat and sometimes a7es ma7ad beyet'athar if I died o sta'3farallah bes ma a9aly kil il 9alawat and at night sometimes I start crying for no reason. A7es there's something wrong with me bes madree shnu. Bader I get really depressed I know I really don't show it from the outside but that's how I feel and everything i do in life has to go wrong. I don't remember the last time I was really happy for an entire day or the last time I laughed so much until cried" I said crying, I felt so weak
"bes khala9 yasmeen ma asta7mel ashouf hal wayh il 7lu yabchee" He said
"a9lan why do you care?" I asked really confused
"you know why I care? I care because you are the strongest woman I know and the most independent. La'ana bil mostashfa intay shifteny laman enzilat dam3a min 3ainy laman towafa yadee abdullah o adree intow closer o ma chift 7atan 3ainich it'3orig la'ana adree intay ma tabcheen jidam ay a7ad and because I know when everything falls apart you'll be stronger than ever." He said as he wiped my tears with his finger. It's the first time he's ever touched me this way. It feels different. That really made my day.
"we're so deep" He said
LOOOOL, He really know how to make my day I smiled aside from what just happened. "yallah dourik about your past" I said, this should be good.
"okay. I used to like this girl actually I loved her so much ledarajat ina if she'd ask me to jump off a cliff i'd do it bedoun as'ela ba3dain giltlaha iny a7ebha o kina ma3a ba3ath for 1-2 years o ba3dain uboha got a job ib London o she left without saying goodbye o ma7abait a7ad min 3igubha laman al7een. A7ibich yasmeen" He said
I was speechless..
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