Welcome to reality- chapter 36:

The sunlight shining throught the cream-colored curtain, waking me up. It was a beautiful saturday morning. yesterday was perfect.I hope today's perfect too but perfection doesn't even exist so, whatever.


I climbed out out bed and walked down our marble staircase to find my sister that isin't supposed to be here, cooking breakfast. Weird.


"hallah" I said "mta yaitay?" and smiled.


"ana nayma ehnee, 9aida" She said.


oh, crap.


"umm, ams sima3t nas-" I started to say but she cut me off.


"chubay, yasmeen I heard you and umm" She said with a abit of sadness in her eyes like she's been crying, I just noticed when I came closer.


"Bader, umm.. remas I'm sorry I won't do it again" I said and a tear drop escaped her eyes. Sadness filled my heart when I saw her cry.


"shfeech remas? mithawsha ma3a raylech? you can talk to me about it" I said, she cried harder.


"It's not about that, it's Bader yasmeena" She said, My eyes filled with tears.


"shfee bader, is he okay?" I said loudly, She didn't reply she just nodded her head.


"Remas, please tell me" I said, she's killing me here I need to know.


She took a deep breath and said "It's Bader, After he left here.. He got into a huge accident"


"mowjood bel mustashfa?yallah 5anroo7" I said holding my tears. I stood up, I wanted to go change. I smiled trying to act brave when my heart had been cut into a million peices.


"yasmeena, el 3azah bader bacher you need to come" When she said that and I just broke. I cried and cried. Remas hugged me tight and that made me cry even more.


I lost Bader.


I lost my best friend.


I lost the only person that I ever truely loved.


I lost the only person that I ever opened my heart up to.


I lost the only person that I ever trusted fully


I lost the only person that no matter what NEVER judged me.


I locked myself in my room, cried all night. That night when I slept wish pure depression in my soul.


I stayed that way for about another year or so, filled with depression.

And until now, not a single day passes by that I don't sleep at night without thinking of everything we've been through.

It is one of the hardest things in the world to lose a loved one.

And until today, I cry every single night remembering him.

That one moment when I lost some of the few people in my life who taught me what true love really is. The smile that shines brightly no longer shines as bright as it used to, the tears that rolled down my cheeks became heavier, and yet here I am stronger than ever because of him.


As each day goes on I live my life a little more, burying the pain that was left and will always be there, deeply in my heart.

No pain can match the pain of losing the ones you loved with all your heart, even when you don’t realize how much they meant to you until they’re no longer by your side.

Welcome to reality- Chapter 35:

It was Mid-October, I had just gotten into the school pattern. It was a bright day, a friday. instead of going to my grandmother's for lunch we're(the entire family) going to prime and toast. Today's looks like its going to be a good day.


I called Fajer, my cousin, I asked her when she was going to pick me up. She'll arive in 10 minutes. I got up from bed and took a quick shower. I wore a sky blue dress, The dress was long and simple. I wore silver sandals. I didn't even bother to dry my hair. I like it this way.


Today, I wore no make up. I love how simple I look, I'm usually not that way. Fajer said she was outside.
I made my way to their driver's car.


"hii, shlonich? shaklich eshaweg yasmeeen!" She said, I smiled at her compliment. I usually don't like compliments because I have a low confidence in my beauty. I always see that my sister's prettier than me.


We chatted about her new school in kuwait, for the past 4 years she was in a boarding school in qatar. I missed what it's like to have her in my life without rushing because she travels back and forth. We were so close before she went to boarding school. She was like a sister I'd tell everything to.


We arrived and I greeted parents, aunts, uncles and cousins. My family rarely goes out all together, I was one of those days that I'd look back at and realize that I truely really happy without doing something wrong.


I seated next to Remas, my sister, on my left. Remas just came back from her honeymoon a week ago. Our house has been empty without her. Fajer sat on my right and I sat across from Bader, I haven't seen Bader in so long.


The parents were talking about polotics since my family is full of polotions. It seems like the only topic they ever talk about.


I listened to my cousins talk about their wild adventures, they usually skip school all together and go out. I love it when they tell me about their adventures, these days I rarely get to see them.


I spent the rest of the day at home with fajer, we watched friends and talked. I don't ever think i've laughed this much in my entire life.


"shlon kan boarding school, '3air 3an school ehnee?" I asked.


"faaaaarg, ehnak ma95ara(I smirked at her) ok, chub don't look at me like that you know what I mean" She said and I laughed at her.


I heared something buzz, It was her phone.


"My driver barah barou7" She stood up and gave me a hug.


"mara7 etwa9leeny ta7at" She said with a smile.


"maskeena, el bait fa'9e bes ana elwa7eeda eli mowjooda a7sanle ag3ad ehnee bes i love you" I said.


"ee khair"she replied with a smile and left.


After she left, I grabbed my BlackBerry. It was 1 a.m.


I saw I had a bbm from Bader.


Bader: malal


Yasmeen: wainik?


Bader: al7een ba6la3 mn el duwaniya, entay?


Yasmeen: bel bait, wai3 maku a7ad


Bader: bamurich


Yasmeen: ay shay, la' wain ga3deen?


Bader: yallah 3ad


Yasmeen: la' mu6rif(his driver) akeed begoul 7ag ahalik


Bader: la2


Yasmeen: you drive now? ma3endik lisince


Bader: ubooy ya36eeny el sayara la2ana mu6rif ma yar'3a ewadeeny


Yasmeen: ma5eth the mercedes? :o


Bader: adree etmouteen 3ala el sayara, ma tabeen etshoufeenha?


Yasmeen: okay you can come over


please no one judge me on what's going to happen next. Once you know a person as long as your entire life you know they won't do anything to hurt you. Please try to understand this.


Bader: ana already bara, el duwaniya kanat nafs man6igatkum


Yasmeen: mara7 a6la3 ta3al, the back door's open


I went down to the 9alah, my parents were traveling and brothers were sound asleep up stairs.


I saw him come, and I approached him "heyy" I said.


"hallah" He said, then he hugged me tight.


"i miss you" he whispered, my cheeks flushed, I had butterflies in my stomache. All I could think about is how good he smelled.


Despite all that I replied "yal 3ayar, you saw me el 9ub7" I shot back.


"why don't you just say 'i miss you too'?"He said.


"I'm not the kind of person that lies" I said.


"aa77" He said in a dramatic way and smiled, i love his smile.


"ta3alay 5al nitmasha bel 7adeega" He said with a smirk.


"ee, khaair" I said.


"mn9ijy, ta3alay" He smiled and pulled my hand lightly.


I stood up, he put his arm around me. We walked outside, he looked so handsome underneath the moon light.


I remember that night vividly. Extreamly happy was an under exaggeration of what I felt.


We sat on the grass, playing the star game that we always play in the chalet.


& we just lay there all night looking at the stars. I couldn't get over how handsome he was under the moonlight. His light brown hair with slight curls coming out of his cap. His smile just made me happy.


After we counted every star in the sky, he sat up and said "you're too beautiful" I never believe it when he compliments me but at that moment it felt so real. I blushed.


We were too close, he kissed my cheeks, stood up and said "the sun will rise any minute now, lazim arou7" He left.



 I just stayed there thinking about him. Letting my thoughts consume him.

Welcome to reality- Chapter 34:

That day, I remember my mother slapped me so hard that I couldn't feel the pain. So hard my cheek was red until the next day. She took my phone, my laptop and my iPad away until Remas's wedding which is today.


I started school, a week has passed actually. I hated my self. My mother no longer looks at me as the innocent young girl she raised.


My mother now sees me as a reckless and careless teenager with an urge of rebellion. Little did she know, it was society's making. The society and the media that made models look skinny & flawless, teenagers look rebellious and all adults look like role models.


When in reality, models are always insecure, teenagers only need someone to talk to that won't judge them and adults do make mistakes that they try to hide for the sake of their reputation.


You remember muneera? Khalid's sister? Started a rumor that I harm myself. I ignored her, instead I tweeted her from farah's phone "@muneeraAlX if my life is so interesting to you that you started a rumor about me 3ayal 7adich maskeena"


I didn't feel bad at all about sending the tweet. No one trust's her anymore. Testahel. I changed, I know. Cold-hearted you might say I've turned into, Or heartless. It's only because I cared too much.
Don't worry me & Bader are still together in the story.



I went to the salon with Farah, I've been really close to her these days but she didn't take over deema's place. It's just Farah knows and understands what I'm going through. Her parent's divorce got finalized and she's been caught in the middle but I don't think she'll ever get over it.


We finished from the salon about 4. I loved farah's hair, It's naturally light brown and she just slightly curled it. Me? I did a waterfall braid, My hair is kind of a mix of colors so It turned out okay. All the girls are coming over to my place afterwards so we can get ready together.


Time passed by fast and the next thing I knew it was time for my sister, the bride, to come in. I was wearing a marchesa dress, It's my favorite.

And my mother was wearing an Alexander McQueen dress that my sister picked out, She looked beautiful.

The lights were off, A single bright spotlight came on. She was stunning, I had tears in my eyes. I love her to death and I can't imagine how terrible my life would have been without her. Mashallah. She looked simply amazing in her Vera Wang dress. Simple but classy.

Her dress wasn't so long so she didn't need my help. She moved gracefully. I can't even describe my feelings. I was overwhelmed with emotions. We all danced, she kissed my mother and my grandmothers heads before seating.


Her friends came and tried to calm her. She was frightened. I then tried to calm her and I eventually made her laugh.


After half an hour they announced that the groom was coming in with our family(guys), his family(guys) and a couple of his close friends. I covered my bare shoulders. Everyone got covered up.


I saw them come in. Then I saw him, and my heart literally skipped a beat. Guys look 100 times more attractive in dishdasha's. I could honestly say, out of all the guys that came in he was the most good looking.


I was blessed to have him in my life. I always read blogs and books with tragic endings, when the guy turns out to be a player and would be cheating on her the entire time.


I thanked god bader was diffrent. That bader was amazing. That bader was the best thing I could ever have. I thanked god that I had someone special in my life like him.


I blanked out starring at him, my mother caught my stare and she elbowed me. She knows about us. Everyone knows. Everyone can feel it.


Even when he's not around everyone would ask me about him, I love it. Even Bader told his parents that when I graduate he wants to marry me. He never told me that. Remas told me about that.


My cousin fajer, was finally here. She's staying in kuwait this year, no more boarding school in qatar. I was happy, el7amdellah. It was one of those moments when you just need to appreciate everything and know everything's going to be just fine.


He smiled at me and my heart raced. The room felt hot and my cheeks turned red. He didn't look around when he was coming in. He kept his eyes straight stopped twice to kiss his mother and my grandmother. That's it.


He and my cousins left after a couple of family pictures, even in the family pictures he'd be standing next to me. We's be talking to each other on bbm.


Bader: out of all the women in this room you are by far with the most beauty. Not just the looks, I couldn't care less about how you look. Enshallah lu mu labsa make up o labsa ay shay yi6la3 3alaich 7lu. Tadreen laman egoloon "el jamaal jamal el rou7" hathe entay. 


I didn't know how to reply so I didn't, he knew me too well to know that I was blushing at that moment. He turned at me and smiled. I would swim the all oceans just to see his smile.


I know, sometimes I think we were too in love. 

Welcome to reality- Chapter 33:

"Yasmeen, Yallah goumay" My mother kept nagging over my head.


"mama, khaleeny.. orientation mu elyoum, next week" I said while covering my head with the bed sheet


"7abeebty goumay 3indich dentist appointment ba3ad sa3a" My mother said


"laaa, mabee arou7" I said, I haven't slept all night


"yallah 7abeebty goumay" My mother said


"mama a5af arou7" I said, which is true i have this huge phobia of dentists.


"tabeen ayee ma3ach?" My mother asked me


"eee please&thankyou" I said, I know it sounds childish but someone always has to come with me for the dentist check up.


"ok yallah, breakfast is ready ta7at ban6erch bes lat6awleen" My mother said and with that she left the room.


I took a shower and changed into a white dress. I decided to keep my hair natural. It's the best feeling when you leave your hair to dry alone. It was a hot summers day.


 I went down stairs and ate french toast and orange juice while my mother drank her daily dose of coffee. After we finished we went to the dentist.


It's been so long since i've been out with my mother. Me and her all alone. It feels so good especially when she starts acting like a teenager.


We waited in the waiting room, It was a huge, modern building looking out on the sea. It was so beautiful aqua blue and the sky was clear not a single cloud in sight.


Then It was my turn, "tabeen ayee ma3ach da5el?" she said


"laa 3adee" I said


My dentist was obviously kuwaiti, He was about my dad's age. He checked on my teeth. Then gave me something to put on my teeth for a minute.


"shesmech?" He said


"yasmeen" I said


"Entay yasmeen 7abeebty you look like a good girl, don't get into peer pressure okay?" He said, omg wtf? I thought


"okay" I said and nodded my head


"hathee umich ele bara?" He asked


"ee" I said


"nadeeha abe akalimha" He said. As I was about to leave to call my mom he said "o ni6ray bara" I just nodded.


I called my mom and told her el dentist yabee eshoufha, She said "okay" and left inside.


I waited for 10 minutes just looking through magazines.The nurse told me to go inside, so I did and the dentist left his office.


"yasmeen, tadreen eshkither a7ibich right?" She asked, I'm guessing its a rhetorical question


I nodded.


"fichee 7aljich" She demanded. I did as I was told.


She looked at my teeth.


"Bas2elch so2al o jawbeeny eb 9ara7a" She said


"okay" I said








"you smoke?"She said with her eyes filled disapproval, pity and disgust.

Welcome to reality- Chapter 32:

The buzz of my phone vibrating on my bedside table woke me up. I hate this. I turned over my phone to see who it is


"deema" I said with an irritated tone


"tyeen ma3ay?" Deema asked


"7lfay ga3adteeny men el noum 3alashan tes2leen! tadreen ena bagoul ee" I said


"Okayy" She said


"wain?" I said


"riding" She said


"La'" I said, no way Khaled might be there.


"Is this about khaled? You've seen him there a million times after your thing" She said, Oh shit I didn't tell her.


"9aar shay" I whispered


"shnuuu?" She said partly enthusiastic and surprised.


"He Dm'ed me o gal e7ibny" I said and turning my head to the right making sure my door was closed.


"CHATHABA!!!" she screamed


"ba6atay athouny" I said loudly


"o ba3dain?" she said


"7igarta" I said


"face him" She said


"entay bes tabeen a7ad erou7 ma3ach" I said


She laughed "bayeelch ba3ad 10 minutes"


I rolled my eyes "ya3nee nu9 sa3a"


"chubb" She said and hung up the phone. I stayed in my bed 10 minutes looking though pictures on instagram and reading my timeline.


I went downstairs and ate breakfast with my family. We talked about my brothers. My dad left for the 9alat, then me, Remas and my mother started talking about this relative that just got divorced then it continues the 7ash(gossip) I asked my mother if I can go and she said okay and I excused myself from the table.


I changed into shorts and a shirt. In 20 minutes Deema came, yat salimat 3ala ahalee and we left. She's like a part of the family. My parents know her so well that they'd let me stay with her all day and when I want to go out and they'd say no I'd tell them Deema betyee o yir'9oun 3ala 6oul.


In the car we were silent. When you're comfortable with a person nothing is awkward even silence but then her driver started chatting with me asking about my driver. Even our drivers are friends. I love Deema's driver. On my birthday He'd always bring me coffee from starbucks, It's like his "gift".


I saw him, He had a riding lesson. I was watching deema ride and I sat on a bench. After his lesson khaled came and sat next to me.


"Shnu tabee?" I asked focusing on my twitter timeline


"ha shitgoleen?" He said


"shnu agool? Ana agoul enta 7maar tabee kil el banaat e7ibounik o enta etgi9 3alaihum eb kalamik" I said, I was surprised at myself. I guess it was the disclosure. He was even taken back, smiled a little. God, I hate him.


"o what about 3aysha? bel 6agag?" I asked


"um, no. I really do love her and I really do love you too" He said, WHAT??


"maynoun?" Right at when I said that Deema waved indicating that she finished her lesson and I walked away from him. How can someone love two people? Is he crazy?


I have no idea what he was thinking, like anyone would agree to this and he doesn't know me and bader are together so that explains a lot but not what goes on in that devious mind of his.

Welcome to reality- Chapter 31:

Breath-taking. I watched her coming down the marble stairs. She was the vision of a perfect Disney princess. A long red dress stitched with white roses and it was strap-less.


We got that dress a couple of weeks ago when we were roaming the halls of 9al7iya looking for a perfect milcha dress. Once we saw it, we knew it screamed perfection on her. she told me the day after that she only got that dress because she knew I loved white roses.


"How do I look?" She asked. Like she already didn't know how beautiful she was.


"A princess" I said. Not able to take my eyes of her. I envied how pretty she was but because she's my sister I also tell her what I feel.


"I can't believe you're leaving, al7een mnu enagy ehdoomy?" I said teasingly


Instead of mocking me she yanked me in for a long soul-crushing hug. Tears filled my eyes. This was way too emotional.


As time passed and people started filling in our ball room and my father called o ektibow el kitaab. My grandmother gave her a beautiful gift it was a ruby brioche that was her mother's (my mother's grandmother).


After everyone was gone, Remas changed and left ma3a 5a6eeb'ha to a restaurant. All my cousins and my aunts and uncles came over. I showed my cousins to the game room.


In my family we had this tradition, that after every birthday/wedding/milcha/eid ect we would all sleepover at the person's celebration house with parental supervision of course.


The girls in one room and the guys in another but we'd stay together until everyone went to sleep. It's kind of weird but fun. On eid we'd sleepover at my grandmother's house. That was the best.


Every one was there including Bader. I was wearing a short dress but I covered my bare shoulders with my shawl.


I entered my room and I changed into comfy free city sweat pants and a plain white Abercombie shirt after I removed my make up and grabbed my phone. I got whatapps from aysha.



3awash: Yasmeen I'm sorry.


3awash: Yasmeen I would've told you but we weren't close anymore.


3awash: yasmeen mabrook


3awash: yasmeen jawbay my calls


3awash: Yasmeen wallah I love him latfakreen '3ala6


3awash: I love you. 


It hit me, I totally forgot about them.


Yasmeen: akalmch ba3dain, love you too:*



I went into the game room, as my mother calls it where all my cousins are. I sat on a bean bag that was next to bader's conveniently that was the only place left.


He was playing play station. I don't even know why we bought that thing. Kan mindimij. There's something so beautiful about someone when they're indulged in something. Magical.


 He caught me starring at him and I looked away. I felt his devilish smile covering his flawless face. I think when you love someone their imperfections become perfect and I thought what did I do to deserve such an amazing person to love me this much?


To distract myself from this intense moment I took out my phone and tweeted my ask link. I logged into ask and I saw that I had a couple of usual questions about my family name.


then at the end of the list I saw a question from 2 days ago the same day that I saw khaled and 3aysha together and it said:


yasmeen I need to talk to you follow me so I can DM you @KhalidAlSomething


Wtf? What is wrong with him? Doesn't he know how much 3aysha loves him? I swear if he breaks her heart I will kill him. I thought about if for a long time. I'm going to follow him, see what he has to say and then unfollow him.


As if on cue as soon as I hit the follow button, bader asked "ha shitsaween?" I shivered and I think he noticed


"bs ga3da ajaweb 3ala questions on ask" I said casually


"shegoloon? etha sab o hwaaash latjawbeen haa" He said


"laa bs yes2eloon 3an my family o shnu esm ahal omee o chithee El ligafa o shitsawee" I said and he smiled.


"Agool 3ad towmisa3 chinich kintay sar7ana eb jamaly?" He teased with a wink.


"chuub 3aad lat9deg nafsk wayed" I said in a dagra tone


"afaaa?" He teased and I smiled


"enzain a6lb mnich 6alab?" He said in a serious tone which is unlike him


"sure, shtabee?" I asked


"shtabee? tathkireen el ayam el 7elwa ele kintay laman a6lb shay minich radich ekoon 'e3yunee lik yal 7lu'?" He said teasing again, now that's the bader I know


"wela 3umree gilt hal kalam" I said with a raised eyebrow


"kanat ayam 7elwa wallah" He said and I rolled my eyes


"enzain abee achouf your phone?" He said


"what? why?" I asked


"shfeech? its like you just saw a ghost bs abee at6aman" He said


"umm.. ok bs not pictures fe banat mu labseen e7jab and no dm's" I said


"I promise" He said. When I look into his eyes I feel like there's something drawing me closer to him. I needed him in my life now. He was a part of me. Even though I've always been the kind of girl to say "el rayal juz2 mn 7ayatch mu kil 7ayatch" but things have changed.


And Bader kept his promise looking only through the bbm contact list and the whatsapp list. When I took my phone from him our fingers brushed and I moved my hand even though he didn't. What is wrong with me? I have never been so intense this much with bader.


I checked my phone and Bader went over to join my other cousins. They were playing truth or dare.


I heard one of my cousins say "yallah ya Bader, truth or dare?" Fahad my naive 15 year old cousin said


"truth" Bader said


"et7b?" said my 19 year old cousin, 7essah, Haya's sister. Unlike haya, 7essa's the best.


"ee wallah ya 7e9ah a7b o ma5tha galbee killah" He said and 7essah winked at me when no one was looking. Every one can feel it. Everyone knows it deep inside that he loves me but at the time I just couldn't believe it.


I was happy. Then my phone vibrated indicating that I had a DM. It was khaled.


khalid: heyy


Yasmeen: Ana mu emsawyatlik follow 3alashan asoulf .What do you want?


Khalid: ulaa karhatnee ba3ad?, I won't hurt 3aysha if thats what you mean..


Yasmeen: 5ale9ny gool eli tabee etgoula.


That's when all my happiness disappeared.






Khalid: Yasmeen I still love you..

Welcome to reality- Chapter 30:

I think you could say this chapter is.. a bit different but other than that enjoy!

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Flipping over the test realizing that I have half a page left and a bonus question. Since it was multiple choice and it was easy I finished 10 minutes before the bell rings. 

As I handed in my test I took out a blank sheet of paper and a pencil writing my endless list of home works I needed to do over the extended weekend. 

Since parent-teacher days are tomorrow and the day after we don't need to go to school for Wednesday and Thursday. My parents don't go anyways so I have the days off.

The bell rang and I was the first to leave the class room, I couldn't be more relieved. I breathed out, never really realizing that I held my breath. 

I approached Aysha, one of my friend's, lockers. She was reading something and obviously distracted.

"3awash" I said, she just nodded her head.

"I know you know ina esmch 3aysha bs reday 3alay" She just smiled at me. I remember when she used to tell me every thing. The good old days. I peeked into her locker and she was reading a letter.

I took it from her and ran away. I am such a child and bipolar. Yesterday I was deep i depression and now I'm acting like a kid. 

"yasmeen" 3aysha yelled out which was weird because she's one of the shy ones that like to blend in not shine out.

"yasmeena, yallah 3ad" She said loudly. I gave up not because I can't run away from her which I can but because I respected her secrets.

She gave me an evil look, she started walking away when i called out "hey, 3awash benrou7 360 elyoum yayah?" I said, She's been kind of distant lately. It's like we haven't hung out in ages!


"laa elyoum I promised ena ba6la3 ma3a ahaly" She said while looking at the ground, it looks like she really wanted to come.


"akeed?" I asked again, She nodded her head.


She walked away, I've known her for such a long time. I know there's something bothering her. I also know her well enough to also know that if people ask her what's wrong bet3a9eb o etsawee filim hindi.


I left campus, we have lunch at my grandmother's every Thursday. I hoped to see bader.


while I was in the car I BBM'ed him.


Yasmeen: hey, betyee elyoum? :p


Bader: no, 3endee a lesson 


Yasmeen: ohh, okay :(


Bader: laish za3lana? la'ana ma ra7 etchoufeen 7abeebch? ;)


Yasmeen: god, bader you're such a dreamer.cheesyy=))


Bader: shnu el ensan doesn't hope ena 7abeebta misses him:(


Yasmeen: have fun at your lesson "7abeeby" :p


Bader: now you're making fun of me-.-


Yasmeen: laaaaaa, kilish! men gal?


Bader: et9adgeen 3ala how mean you act, My love for you is so deep that the ocean would be jealous.


I blushed, at que I arrived at my grandmother's house. In my school uniform hoping my nanny didn't bring the oldest thing in my closet.


I said hi to everyone and we all ate lunch, thankfully my nanny brought me shorts and an Abercrombie shirt. It's more like something I would wear at the chalet but I didn't say anything.


Sula picked me up at 5 and because she was too lazy to go all the way to yarmouk to get my clothes. She let me borrow a cute dress of hers. And we stayed at her place for like an hour and a half playing truth or dare


"okay truth" I said, She nodded eagerly.


"shfeeha 3awash?" I asked, Sula and awasha are now really close.


"oh, look its 7:30 ta'a5arna" She said trying to change the subject.


"goolay" I said while standing up


"ok, she's with a guy and she's finally happy that's all i can say" She said, and I smiled even though I know it's wrong I was happy for her.


When we finally got to 360 Deema & Farah were shopping. It's nice to see that they were bonding.


"yalla 5anrou7, mshtahya B + F" Farah said.


We made our way down passing CR and something caught my eye.





It was khaled.





holding hands with 3aysha.