Welcome to reality- Chapter 14:

We cancelled on the plan, too bad we even called it "Revenge part 1" but we figured that he probably would know where he was and if we do all these stupid things we wouldn't be better than him.


Eventually Bader did leave the hospital, the doctor told him that he needs rest his heart whatever that means and needs to be in a peaceful place. So Bader decided that he wanted to live in the chalet for the next months. He had his midterms postponed because he can't be under stress while my midterms are next week. lucky me:(


my mother did agree that i'd go to the chalet this weekend and i'd spend it by studying. LOL I can't believe that she believed me:D who am i kidding me and studying are not in the same dictionary. The worst part about the weekend is that i'm going to see haya


Today's thursday, me and the family decided we'd go out for lunch. which was kind of weird. we don't usually do that, we don't "bond". I woke up this morning wella mama makhtha my phone, I know she has good intentions but I know she doesn't care.


we went to chocolate bar, the place was pretty much deserted, just a family having lunch and two teenage love birds sitting in a far end corner, they are so cute. a9lan jad who cares about som3a? they might get married


"7amdellah wel shiker" mama said staring at the couple


"bes yuma khala9 you've been saying that for the past 5mins" Remas said


Hal 6al3a ma minha fayda, everyone's depressed and sad. umy tabee shay i thought to myself. I took Abdullah and put him between me and Remas Ayman was fast asleep. Abdullah had just learned to talk, Remas gave him the menu


"ha shnu tabee?" Remas asked him


"hada,frensh fri" Abdullah said and pointed at the french fries, too cute. I normally strongly dislike babies but my brothers are so cute!
Abdullah gave Remas a kiss, then took my hand and started playing with my rings


"7abeebty" My mother looked at me. Oh that look. I did nothing but look at her. She wanted to say something.


"ba36eech ur phone bes abeech tadriseen this weekend" She said


"eee okay enshallah 6ab3an" I said and extended my arm for my phone


As soon as I took my phone I thanked my mother and made plans with Remas, 3aysha and her older sister Sara, Farah and sherifa.
A9lan my mom's going to bahrain this weekend. shloun bitadree etha I studied wela la'? uboy ma ra7 efaten 3alay.


The day passed by fast. We went to 360, biggest mistake to do on a thursday. I saw khaled with his friends smoking and checking out girls. He was wearing a dishdasha, He looked so good but what's a pretty face with an ugly personality? Farah and I kept glancing at each other. Remas saw me look at him.


When we got home, we took our bags to the car and Remas drove us to jlai3a.


Remas and I talked about 360 and what I saw and how I felt. She is such a good sister, always cares. Then she drifted in her sleep and I was left alone and took out my laptop and watched the latest episode of one tree hill. I still can't believe it ended.


Finally wi9alna, I saw Bader and my cousins from the glass covered room. minzimaan mu shayfa my other cousins. I see them every 3 or 4 months because they go to a boarding school in qatar


I gave my cousin fajer a hug. God i've missed her so much!


"I miss you" I said


"uff, matadreen 7atan ana!" She said o shaga il '9a7ka. etshaweeg!.


I turned towards my cousin Bader ya3nee I was going to hug him too wela I realized my cousins would kill me with death stares.


I sat between Bader and Fajer, We used to be so close before boarding school.


"kintay 6al3a yasmeen?" Bader asked


"ee, 360" I said


"3asa estanastay?" He asked, such a gentlemen


"ee"  said and looked up at him. It's so cute how rarely he looks into my eyes


"yasmeen hathy ur bag?" Haya asked, isin't it obvious I was carrying it when I came in and she pointed at my bag


"ee Haya" I said, kilish malee khulgha


"matisti7een ti6le3een feeha?" She asked she sounded disgusted


"laish? 3adee" I said, really surprised


"madree atfashal a6la3 ib jan6a this big" She said


"ee bes ma titfashilain ti6le3een ib hot shorts 7ag malls ha?" Abdullah asked. waaay A7iba, latfakroun '3ala6 he's younger than me.


"abay this is totally diffrent o itha ahaly yir'9oun intow shaku?" Haya said and left the room


Soon everyone else left, now it's just me and Bader


"shfeech intay o haya?" Bader asked as his put his arm around my shoulder


"madree itnarfiz!" I said


"shift rabe3ha, hailag ahlag minha o intay a7san minha" He said


"Thank you" I said and my smile grew wider


"adree, adree I made your day" Bader said sounding confident


"you wish, minta nawee itgi9 sha3rek?" I asked, his hair is long and its light brown and he keeps hiding it behind his cap


"enshallah ba3ad midterms" He said, that's one month away


"ulaa, inzain abee ashouf sheel ur cap" I told him


"bes akhaf ta7sideeny" He said


"chub yallah" I said


"okay" he said, his hair was longer than i thought, but the color was brown almoust gold-ish 7ada 7lu


"ha agi9a still?" He asked


"7ada 3ajeeb, madree kaifik. barou7 anam" I said and stood up because I knew if I stayed something bad is going to happen.


"ula lihal daraja sha3ree 7lu emdowkhich?" He asked as he held up his arm for me to help him up


"chub" I said and pulled him up. We were so close I could smell his perfume


He smiled and said"goodnight ya 7elwa" I melted felt the goose bumps on my skin, there were butterflies in my stomache and my entire body shivered "ti9ba7 3ala khair" I managed to say


He was so hot. I've never felt this way before It is such a thrilling, diffrent and dangerous experience. I know its bad but in a good way bes shda3wa Bader did that to me? Any could have but he is the first even khaled never made me feel this way. A9lan theres no comparison. I know I was crossing lines but what the hell. who cares? i'm young and foolish


I changed and got to bed and that's when overthinking took over.