What the hell is he doing here? doesn't he know that it's a girls school? and he knows that i go here. I know he would never do anything to hurt me, we both know it's over and it was a summer fling. I never really loved him. I know that he never really truly did too and now we're on good terms. He would never tell my family. well, Remas already knows and deema knows.
Deema saw the puzzled look on my face and was turning to look at the direction that i was staring at.
"umbaaay, yasmeen mu hatha khaled?" she said in a loud voice
"ushhh, ga9ray 7isich!!! tabeen tif'9i7eeni?" i said whispering
"laa, bes ru7ay kalmee!"she said encouraging me
"maynuna? ba3dain shegouloon 3anee il naas? badizla dm" i said
"okay." Deema said.
"ana bag3ad ihnee rou7ay 7ag Sula, Sherifa and 3aysha ga3deen ikalmoun ms.hanan at the end of the court" i said
"malee khulg bes okay." Deema said.
dm'ing khaled:
Yasmeen: haa shitsawee ihnee?
Khaled: my sister's new to the school o 5ayfa ityee ebrou7ha fa i came with her.
Awww, cute!
Yameen: ya7lailik, so cute!
Khaled: adree, 7adee cute:D
Khaled: inzain yal loner laysh ga3da ibrou7ch?
Yasmeen: chub.
Khaled: at'3ashmer ya 7elwa
ya 7elwa? no, that has to go, old habits die hard.
Yasmeen: my friends are here, in the other side of the courtyard
*Khaled looks at the other side of the courtyard*
Khaled: 7elween 3ad.
Yasmeen: chub, o 7adhum bare'een ma3endihum hal sowalif.
Khaled: ee 9a7
Yasmeen: yal loner inta bitig3ad lay mita?
Khaled: ana loner? a9lan my friend bara na6erni bas na6er my driver ya5eth e5tee
Yasmeen: 5alha ma3ay
Khaled: o shnu agoulaha gi3day ma3a my ex-girlfriend laman iyee ilsayeg nawya 3ala il fi'9ee7a?
Yasmeen: ee 9a7 nesait.
Every time i look up at him i find him staring at me, then i start to wonder off and remember my favorite summer, when i met him on the beach's shore, the first time both of our eyes met, when he told me he loved me, when he told me he was planning on marrying me just like it was yesterday and then i remember that i was staring at him and he looks up and i shyly look down and walk away.
Now Deema, Sula, Sherifa and 3aysha were sitting on the bench obviously talking about the hot guys that were passing by and my friends aren't ugly, actually i see that they're gorgeous.
Me:"halla bil 7elween hala"
Sula:"ya ba3ad chabdy wallah, asti7ee"
Sherifa:"intay wayhech mal wayh tharaba o a7ad yisti7y?"
Deema gave me a questioning look, then she winked at me smilingly. She knows that everything is going to be fine.
Sula:"ba3aad yi'3azloon"
Me:"chub, yalla kan rou7"
Sherifa:"chiftay ur classes?"
Me:"ma3akum wela la'?"
Deema:"ee ma3ana, bes sharoof awal school week goulay 7ag ms.hanan ityeen our class."
3aysha being the 7ana that she is said"i'm leaving, ba6la3 ma3a my cousins bye"
we all said our goodbyes
We left the school, by the reception i saw Khaled's sister get in the car with the nanny and he went with his friends, he gave me a smile and got into his friend's car. I love his smiles, they reassure me that every thing is going to be okay. I remember when we talk on bbm and he would write Y<3 as his personal message, and when i'm sad he would always compliment me until i felt like i was in cloud 9.
The rest of the day mur 3ala khair we had breakfast at 360 then me and Deema went to watch a movie, the others went home, i showed her the dm's and she slept over because i had a ton of things i wanted to tell her and talk about guys o chithee and i suddenly felt like crying because i missed him so much, no in a boyfriend way but the way we used to talk on the phone at night because the last thing he wanted to hear was the sound of my voice and i remember the first time he told me he loved me he didn't mean he loved me the conversation went like this:
Him: i love youu
me: i like you too but this is awkward, i don't want anything to end up badly
him: yal 9aida mu chithee i ment i love the way you're always there for me
me: oh, okay
and it turned out to be awkward.
I dropped Deema at her place to get her things,I haven't talk to my family all day; i missed them. I told her I was going to sultan center to get us things when we arrived i gave my nanny a list to get:
1.chocolate
2.candy
3.chips
4.gum
5.drinks
6.ciggarets big pack (for baba)
And that was the first time i spent all night on the roof after Deema was asleep smoking.
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