I smelled disgusting but I love it, the relaxing mood it get's me in. I changed into my pj's, put on too much perfume and left the room and went to where the girls are at.
When I came in the girls were deep in a conversation with farah talking about some woman's botox gone wrong, I smiled at how typical they were. I am so bipolar sometimes One miniute happy and cheerful and the next extreamly depressed and angry.
3aysha fell asleep..
then sula..
then farah..
Now me and deema are left awake.
"Deema" I yelled
"hala bil zain, a7bch wallah bes lat9ar5een" Deema said
"Adree" I said as I jumped on her bed.
"so, what's with khaled?" Deema asked
"madree, we talked on dm's shoufay the conversation" I switched on my phone and I got a Dm from khaled:
Khaled: okay kafch bes i needed to tell you how i feel
I ignored it and showed Deema the conversation, she just hugged me
"7mdella wel shiker, wa5ray 3anee" I said
I hate it when people give my that pitty look, like they feel sorry for me. But no one does, not really.
"sorry but are you okay?" Deema said
"Dayoum of course i'm okay" I said with a broken smile
"whatever happens, you need to know I love you and i'll always be here for you and not everything is solved by smoking, yazmeen" She said
"Thank you for the mini-speech dayoum, like I already don't know that? love you deem" I said
"Goodnight" Deema said and gave me a look.
"Goodnight" I said and Deema instantly fell asleep
half an hour later later at 3:30 I fell asleep and woke up at 2 p.m all my friends were downstaires with all my family here except for farah, she just woke up.
"yasmeen, yallah goumay" farah said
"ishtabeen? way3a, laysh ma nizaltay ma3ahum?" I asked
"fashla ma3arf ahalch, o mabee il wa'93 i9eer awkward" farah said
"ay awkward allah i5aleech" I said
"inzain yallah change" farah begged
She was sitting on my bed all ready, she put on a drake song and i stood up
"3ash men shaf hal wayh il7lu" farah said
"a5jaal" I said and turned my face away pretending to blush
"intay wayhch mal wa7da teste7y? yallah badlay" farah said
"chub, zain meny radait 3alaich" I said
"I saw your cousin's friend, cute" She said while i was brushing my teeth.
"what?" I said, I felt that my face turned yellow and i was extreamly shocked. I never realized that farah was that type of person, that liked guys. mashallaaah and I am? 7ady hypocrite o stereo type kind of person. The thing is I always judge people based on how they look and don't get the time to know that person.
"your cousin's friend, Adnan" she said
el7amdellah, I said to myself. I know we're not together but I can't handle the thought of seeing him with someone else.
I changed into shorts and a shirt, we went into the 9alah
my grandfather said "kahee yat, yat el7elwa"
"salaam" I said to everyone o salamt 3ala kil il7areem o 3amaamy and introduced them to farah
I sat next to my grandmother while farah sat next to sherifa, my grandmother was watching a bahraini series where a woman was forced to get married.
"i'3a9boonha titzawaj?" I asked
"ee wa3laya, maskeena. Ana ma kint abe atzawaj, kint abee akamel dirasty bes ahaly galoly lazim uhma i3arfoun ma9la7ty ma kan fee 7ub o hal kalaam il fa'9ee, intay 7abeebty it7ebeen wa7ed?" my grandmother asked
"laa ana ma3endy hal kharabee6" I said then I realized that Khaled heard me
"what about rab3ch? i7iboun?" my grandmother asked
"la'" I Said
khaled sent me a dm
Khaled: now i know you never loved me, that hurts
wow, no that hurts
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