It's night time and this is the first night I've spent alone, at home I mean. My parents both went on business trips that are urgent. Unsure at first but Remas assured them that I will be fine and properly taken care of.
As soon as we got home Remas looked through every corner of my room and found every pack I hid and Farah promised Remas that she wouldn't lend me any. So now I have to learn to live without them.
I have also decided to deactivate Ask.fm since it is now filled with negativity about me and what I do and what I wear.
As I got tucked into bed as usual I started over thinking. Every one was treating my like a child. Reckless and a naive little kid. I got a BBM.
Bader: wainich?
Yasmeen: where do you think I would probably be at 1 a.m ya3nee?
Bader: Shdaranee, 6il3ay 3ala your balcony.
Yasmeen: laish? latkoun bit93ad 3ala my balcony. 7arakat Romeo ana ma a7ibha -.-
Bader: LOL madree shasawee feech, intay bes rou7ay.
I wore baggy pants and A hoodie over my pajama's. what has that boy done now? I thought to myself.
On my table outside there was a bouquet of white roses. how did he know they were my favorite kind of flower?
A piece of paper attached to a turquoise Tiffany & co. box. On the paper was one sentence that said
"You & Only you hold the key to my heart" Hopelessly romantic as he can be this was the happiest moment of my life and until now I will never forget how happy I was. That was also the first time I cried tears of Joy.
When I opened the box there was a long silver key. I also wanted one but never got the chance to buy one. It was like he read my mind. I never even mentioned that I wanted one.
I BBM'd him because no way was I going to call him, I was not that kind of girl.
Yasmeen: No words can describe how happy I am in this moment, I actually cried tears of joy. Walla mu ga3da ajamlik, I love the present but I loved the bouquet more. That love I have for white roses is endless :D The love I have for you is endless. Thank you very much and there's nothing anyone can do to break us apart. I can't wait for the day that you be mine. LOL chessy-ness overload :p again thank you! I love you:*
I turned my phone off before he can reply to my bbm. I think I was a little too cheesy but I don't care. I actually liked the roses more. I put my necklace on then I put the roses in a vase and filled it with water.
That moment was so worth the terrible nights at the smelly hospital. Marveling the roses and how they beamed in the dark. I spent all night appreciating this moment.
How I was the luckiest girl alive?
How this was too good to be true?
We spent around an hour reading all your posts, rereading it again because of Bader. Pure love. We were really shocked when we found out Haya changed -appearance wise- 360 degrees! Allah yhdy el jmee3, and it's never too late to start because life's too short. Life's too short to even care at all, you have someone who loves you, someone who worships the ground you walk on (el7emdellah and Mashallah) don't let the negative thoughts ruin your day. Instead, fight it. Everyone faces shameless obstacles, one they never imagined they'd do but in the end you know what you did is wrong and you'll fight the obstacle sooner or later. Ya rab you live a life full of happiness and joy with Bader and only Bader, and no negative thought ruins your day. Your story has touched us deeply.
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Thank you soooooo much!!! This is so sweet! Allah ysma3 mench o yerzigch kil khair:* wallah this reaaally made my day x and again thank you!
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